Poop and whales
When you try to sleep well and you dream you ARE a cat with FIV, when you go to the play place and a child poops their pants, when you try to take a nap and people chainsaw trees outside your window, when you go to the park and a child poops their pants, when you take them to a lake picnic and a child poops their pants, when you give up on pants because there isn't enough water to wash them and let them sweep cobwebs off the porch naked....clean them up and pack them up and go look for whales in the Siuslaw river. They won't be there but looking for them feels right. And you can talk about how whales don't have to wear pants and they just poop in the water.